Post by Sundra Oakley on Jun 24, 2008 9:38:19 GMT -5
This round was kinda interesting. It started with Kathy and Rudy winning immunity, which didn't bother me as neither would have been going home anyway. This round I needed Silas out of this game, if he'd have survived then my ideal ending wouldn't have happened, I may have still made the end, possibly, but not with the people I'd have liked to and I wouldn't have had as much control as I'd have liked going into the F6.
So, I was speaking with everyone, I had 3 votes for Silas. BJ didn't want to vote him as he had a deal, as did Steph. Steph suggested stacking a vote on me, I weren't happy with that so I told her no thanks, so she ended up self-voting which I'm not sure was done purposely or not. BJ ended up voting Silas too.
Silas told me that James had told him that myself, himself, Steph and BJ have a F4 which is untrue. Although I may have lead them to believe that, it's not the case and I've not once said that's the way it's going to go. So I asked James and he denied it, and then Rudy verified what Silas said. So now James is calling Silas a liar, and Rudy & Silas are calling James a liar .... I still to this day not know which is lying to me ... and right now, I don't care because Silas is gone, and James and Rudy are going ... I don't intend on going to the end with any of them. If I was playing this on a personal level then of course Rudy would be at the end, but I'm not, and we've not been on the same page all game. Anyway, I made a fuss about it at TC because I can't abide liars and it weren't the lie itself, it was the fact somebody I trusted lied to me. But like I say, I'm not overly bothered right now, I'll pretend everything is great with James to ensure he stays on my side.
Also, I love it. Right now I've had both BJ and James ask me what we are doing if Rudy wins immunity ... are they playing their own game or mine? I love it though, it shows that I am truly dictating how this games goes and that's the way I want it to be.
Right now there are 2 plans of action. The first one and the intial one being to vote out James next. However, it looks like Alicia is going to win immunity for him, which I'm glad about because ideally I wanted Steph gone this round but Kathy wouldn't have voted her over James. However, if James has immunity, she may just vote out Steph meaning Steph goes home this round and we wave bye bye to a threat. Speaking of Steph, she wanted a deal out of me this round for her to vote Silas. She wanted to know why she had to backstab somebody and I didn't ... I read it and was dumbfounded, it was as though she said 'you backstab somebody and I will' ... needless to say I backstabed nobody and no deal was made ... and she got herself a self-vote meaning she's just ensured that voting her out next round is easier. I love Steph, I genuinely like her but she's just played right into my hands with that self-vote ... whether it was done on purpose or not ... thanks.
I sound like a little b!tch in my confessional but I'd like to think they all realise that it's a game and that it's my personality to be like this. Plus, they know I genuinely like them all so it's nothing at all personal ... plus, it's fun.
Right now, here is how I'd like to think the next rounds will pan out ...
F6 - Goodbye Steph. It will probably end up as a tie with Rudy and she goes home, or it will be 4-2 sending her home.
I'm just unable to risk going into the F5 with James, Steph and BJ as I fear they'll group together and take out Kathy, and I don't want to risk that. Also, at F4, surely they'd realise that taking out me would be 10x smarter than anything else ... again, not willing to risk it.
F5 - Goodbye Rudy. Sorry, it seems like I just used him for this vote, which yeah, it's probably true. But he'll know it's a game and I know that won't effect how we get along on a personal level. Right now he believes I want a F3 of him, me and Kathy ... sorry, not going to happen, he's too strong for the finals. It's been really strange playing against Rudy this game, but hey, hopefully we'll play together again and land on the same tribe and be like we were in Shetland! Though although we've been on apposing sides this game, I'd like to think our friendship is still just as strong as it was.
F4 - Bye bye James. His 104 past votes will gaurantee he is finally going home. However, it will probably be a 3-1 vote.
Leaving myself, BJ and Kathy to fight it out for sole survivor! ;D
It's definatly possible, because I posted my ideal F3 a few rounds ago and everything went to plan from then, and we are all still here, so I think I can pull this off ... I suppose time will tell. The only thing that can mess this up is if certain people win immunity or realise they need to make a move if they want to win this game.
So, I was speaking with everyone, I had 3 votes for Silas. BJ didn't want to vote him as he had a deal, as did Steph. Steph suggested stacking a vote on me, I weren't happy with that so I told her no thanks, so she ended up self-voting which I'm not sure was done purposely or not. BJ ended up voting Silas too.
Silas told me that James had told him that myself, himself, Steph and BJ have a F4 which is untrue. Although I may have lead them to believe that, it's not the case and I've not once said that's the way it's going to go. So I asked James and he denied it, and then Rudy verified what Silas said. So now James is calling Silas a liar, and Rudy & Silas are calling James a liar .... I still to this day not know which is lying to me ... and right now, I don't care because Silas is gone, and James and Rudy are going ... I don't intend on going to the end with any of them. If I was playing this on a personal level then of course Rudy would be at the end, but I'm not, and we've not been on the same page all game. Anyway, I made a fuss about it at TC because I can't abide liars and it weren't the lie itself, it was the fact somebody I trusted lied to me. But like I say, I'm not overly bothered right now, I'll pretend everything is great with James to ensure he stays on my side.
Also, I love it. Right now I've had both BJ and James ask me what we are doing if Rudy wins immunity ... are they playing their own game or mine? I love it though, it shows that I am truly dictating how this games goes and that's the way I want it to be.
Right now there are 2 plans of action. The first one and the intial one being to vote out James next. However, it looks like Alicia is going to win immunity for him, which I'm glad about because ideally I wanted Steph gone this round but Kathy wouldn't have voted her over James. However, if James has immunity, she may just vote out Steph meaning Steph goes home this round and we wave bye bye to a threat. Speaking of Steph, she wanted a deal out of me this round for her to vote Silas. She wanted to know why she had to backstab somebody and I didn't ... I read it and was dumbfounded, it was as though she said 'you backstab somebody and I will' ... needless to say I backstabed nobody and no deal was made ... and she got herself a self-vote meaning she's just ensured that voting her out next round is easier. I love Steph, I genuinely like her but she's just played right into my hands with that self-vote ... whether it was done on purpose or not ... thanks.
I sound like a little b!tch in my confessional but I'd like to think they all realise that it's a game and that it's my personality to be like this. Plus, they know I genuinely like them all so it's nothing at all personal ... plus, it's fun.
Right now, here is how I'd like to think the next rounds will pan out ...
F6 - Goodbye Steph. It will probably end up as a tie with Rudy and she goes home, or it will be 4-2 sending her home.
I'm just unable to risk going into the F5 with James, Steph and BJ as I fear they'll group together and take out Kathy, and I don't want to risk that. Also, at F4, surely they'd realise that taking out me would be 10x smarter than anything else ... again, not willing to risk it.
F5 - Goodbye Rudy. Sorry, it seems like I just used him for this vote, which yeah, it's probably true. But he'll know it's a game and I know that won't effect how we get along on a personal level. Right now he believes I want a F3 of him, me and Kathy ... sorry, not going to happen, he's too strong for the finals. It's been really strange playing against Rudy this game, but hey, hopefully we'll play together again and land on the same tribe and be like we were in Shetland! Though although we've been on apposing sides this game, I'd like to think our friendship is still just as strong as it was.
F4 - Bye bye James. His 104 past votes will gaurantee he is finally going home. However, it will probably be a 3-1 vote.
Leaving myself, BJ and Kathy to fight it out for sole survivor! ;D
It's definatly possible, because I posted my ideal F3 a few rounds ago and everything went to plan from then, and we are all still here, so I think I can pull this off ... I suppose time will tell. The only thing that can mess this up is if certain people win immunity or realise they need to make a move if they want to win this game.